Friday, November 6, 2009

Total BS

My job consists on everyone in the office to rely on me. That's great in the sense that I feel needed and worth something.
However, when it gets down to "Will you dial the phone for me? Jess, could you go to the next room to get my iPhone? JJ, could you wipe my ass for me?" That's it!
It's bad enough everyone is so dependent on me, but when I can't go to the bathroom because no one is willing to turn around and cover me for a minute, forget it. I'm going to blow a fuse!

I was able to get out of the office on Tuesday for a huge shoot. It was amazing, so much fun, I was there with fun people, and people I actually know! I made the mistake of going back to the office when we were done at 4p, you know, just to check my email, and then go home.

Big mistake! I had to pick up all the pieces my interns left for me. And then I was made to feel guilty for leaving the office like I wasn't doing my job. Everyone here gets a little leeway in when they come in, as long as their work gets done, but I am chained to this title.

What put me over the edge today was that even though the person who helps me with phones, wasn't in, there were like 10 people who could have helped me. I do everything for these people and they cant fucking answer the phone for the 2 minutes while I take a piss! They're all so selfish and can't lift a fucking finger. I'm so fed up, and I'm PMSing!

It's been a stressful week, and I've lost it on several occasions. I don't hate my job or the people, but when they don't think about the things they do or say, it bothers me to the core.

Oh, and I'll be in the office on Sunday the whole day. It's a shoot and I don't have to do much. I get a free lunch and a hundred bucks, so I'm trying not to complain!

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